I have checked out the options, and decided I will go do what feels right for each day. I will spend time in the mountains, fish, hike, and tan. I will attend a Shakespearean Festival and take in some plays. I will look at real estate in a beautiful mountain town we are thinking of moving. I will take photographs, see my kids if it works out, eat good food, watch some movies, read a book, and...who knows?
Its like a good-times buffet, or Smorgasbord. That seems preferable to me than trying to plan anything structured. I need choice and lack of obligation and schedule, what my life has been about for years now, usually someone else's obligations and schedule. Bring on the ambivalence and indecision!
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